i sick of myself

i sick of myself

i hate myself

and i hope i can kill myself...

fade away

nobody care

and

fading away like nothing

maybe

you think you are understand me

maybe

you think im the real person

actually

im lost

i can't recognize myself because i pretending to someone

and someone and someone

and i get lost

im the fake one

smile and pretend that im good

pretend and keep pretending

i think this is me

but i found another me

i think its the real of me

but i still found another me

i confused

and i lost

i feel pain

and pain

i just hope i can let go

let go of everything i hold in my hand

let go my life

and let go myself