hate my life

i hate my life so so so much !!!

i feel ...

i feel so empty ...

why not me to leave this world ?

why not me ??

i feeel so lost

i feel so bad...

i just hope i can disappear from here..

from everyone....

i just hope ...

and i wan to leave .....

somewhere

somewhere that far far away ....

and somewhere that nobody can reach ...

i wan to hide ....

All around me

I love this song so much....

feel so sad and broken ...

but i still alive ...

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

Aku rindu kamu

rindu rindu rindu ....

aku rindu kamu ....

Stop caring, Stop hurting

Stop caring,

stop stop stop...

i just wan to take away my heart

empty my mind

i dont wan to let myself fall in ..

fall into caring someone so much ..

the feeling is so sucks !!

just let me be what i wan

just let me be heartless

but i still care ...

i just too silly

i still care about you, you and you

its stress me out ...

depressed ...

i try...

try not to think

i try to make myself relax ....

but i still keep thinking

everything just around me ..

and its just stress me and make me down

i afraid ...

afraid to hear from you

coz i really ...

really dont know what can i talk to you

and i afraid to hear what u say to me ..

coz i cant different how the things going on ..

i really dont know ...

u know ...

i cant give up on you

but i have no choice. .

now i tried to dont care so much about you

coz its the thing u have to do ..

coz its the thing u have to pay responsibility

do u understand..

its not we dont give u chance...

we give u so many chances...

but u never try to get it ...

we waiting one time n one time ...

but you r still the same...

we really feel disappointed on you

you,

mess up our mind ..

do you know that ?

do you really know that ....

we used to love u ....

but slowly ... our heart is broken ..

and slowly become heartless...

we dont wan to be like that...

reallly .....

im very sorry about this...

but start from now ...

you ...

you have to do what you have to do ....

you understand ??

i still hope..

still hope its not too late for u to change...

u know ??

anywhere .... no matter how much i wan to give up about u ...

but we r still apart....

cheer up !!

i really do ♥ all my frens

who really cheer me up when im really down ...

i ♥ all of you ...

when im down .....

you guys always there for me ...

i know maybe its just small thing to you ...

but for me ...

its really a bigger special beautiful thing.

bcoz of you

i'm happy again .....

this silly video cheer me up ...

yeah .... coz im just a silly froggy !!!

等待

不知道為甚麼，這幾天的心情起伏很大

哦，好討厭被生活壓得喘不過氣的感覺

彷彿就會這樣死掉一樣

腦袋真的很雜亂

一堆有的沒的

唉，要整理自己的思緒還真的很難

一直在想很多方面的事情

一直假裝自己很快樂

現在的自己一點方向都沒有

就是漫無目的的過著每一天

沒有甚麼目標，計畫跟抱負！

就像似一灘死水，就是甚麼都不是

到底要迷失到甚麼時候，好討厭這樣的感覺

做甚麼事情都沒有那個衝動

唉，到底是怎樣呢？

我連自己也搞不懂...

星座的心是什麼做的??

雙子座——沙礫

星座的心是什麼做的

Hannah完成了 星座的心是什麼做的 心理測驗，結果是 雙子座——沙礫

雙子的心沒有安定感，恰似流動的沙礫，可以任意的在風的引導下變換姿勢和周期。

一日卻意外的發現雙子的心中開了一朵花，所有沙礫都滋養著它的嬌豔，如此堅定不移。

之後，雙子寧願沒有之後，狂風又起，沙礫飛舞，竟渾濁了天地。

忐忑的心已記不起，蕉樹下多少呢喃燕語。

心就如同沙礫從指尖流走，嘶啞的聲音，如低聲傾訴，純真年代的過去。...